我何德何能占为自有。
think to watch it is because attract by Jennifer Aniston, one of my favorite movie actress but watch till the end the character that impress me much is Marley, the dog in the movie.
i highly recommend to those people who is dog lover to watch it,
i am not a 100% dog lover, never have a dog but i would like people share their dog experience with me,
here is my roomie's dog call Teddy or Ah Boy,most 'lengzai" dog in Ampang area(i am sure if Teddy know to read my blog,sure he love me much!!)
anyway, we never meet each other but i heard a lot of his things,
like to pretend hero,
proud of his "blown curly hair",
good in posing when taking picture,
still searching for his first partner, poor Teddy..
i love ah boy too....
hahaha
i wanna give the highest salute to those people who having a puppy or dog now,
big responsibility that have to bear, take care a dog just like take care a baby in my opinion, which is the hardest job in the world.
A dog has no use for fancy cars or big houses or disigner clothes;
now just i realize i left 1month life to survive,FINAL EXAM equal to my death time.
already week 11 but in my academic schedule still have 2quiz, 1test, 3assignment, 1presentation. gosh, how i gonna to get through all of this? 7subject in 1 academic semester that but just only held 14weeks.
my fren keep saying i very stress, want me try to relax myself.
well, who don't want to have a relax life?
i hope that the time of my noon nap will more than 1hour,
i hope i won't be so sensitive to the outside sound when i sleeping,
i hope my sensitive skin or allergy skin can get well soon,
i hope the area of my volcano mode inactive,my mood really fluctuating serious recent,
i hope i won't ki siao anymore.
i don't wan to scold ppl or say some word to hurt people that i care much even though your will forgive me.
so when i be quiet suddenly, just left me alone ok.
i trying to control my bad temper..really...
i want a normal life seriously.
even cat got 9life,but she will finish it one day....
**thx to my beloved buddies that organize the friendship trip and provide/offer those "support and needs" temporarily, i waiting for our fun period...
i am not "lala", i still have confidence on my fashion sense and taste,
i can be gorgeous sometime...lol....believe in Mr Fashion's word..
but i have to wait till july(ptptn) then just can dye my hair,really totally broke after pay tuition fees.
here is the future hair style that i want to cut if i think to cut my long hair 1day-
nice? this girl is one of America Next Top Model cycle 12 call London.
her short hair really attract me, even wei and lian suggest me to cut this hair style,
but i won dye this color, feel my hair will damage "gao gao",
now already have hair fall problem after colored my light brown hair,
if dye this color...i will become botak..
last, changes in part of life.
actually, i trying to accept changes in my life now,
i don't know is it someone out there realize,
or i can say i accept changes because i thought someone changing but actually that is my imaginary.
environment and aging forcing me to make a change i think.
hope i succeed.
前两天，做了一个我很少会做的举--就是打电话给我爸跟他要钱。
为何会讲我很少做这个举动，
原因是平常我爸会自动拿钱给我，或是当他问我需要钱没，我才会向他拿钱，
我很少会开口向他要零用钱（除了房租或补习费），
所以我相信我那天的举动有点吓到他，
他甚至没问我，要钱的目的是什么，只回我好好好。
也许别人会认为这没什么大不了，
就打个电话要钱嘛！！
可是，当我一盖上我的电话，我心里很难过，
心想我已经22岁了，还要这样打电话要钱，身边的朋友都有能力照顾自己了，
而我爸的回应更让我愧疚不已，
平常我们用atm card withdraw money need password,credit card need signature,
但这次我什么都不需要，甚至连理由都不用，只需一句：“爸，可以进钱给我吗？”
一小时后，我的户口就多了些钱。
人肉提款机，我只想到这个词。
很想告诉那些当爸爸是透明的朋友说，
不要把爸妈当作人肉提款机了，
老人家有时唠叨了些，但他们的唠叨只想向我们跟他们多沟通些，
有时候，只需留个耳朵给他们，只需听，他们就已经很高兴了。
他们以前听我们哭，不停的哭，虽不懂我们哭些什么但却不曾扔我们在旁边不理；
现在他们不停的唠叨，是我们听得懂的唠叨，但我们常常扔下一句“你们不懂得啦！”就走开。
停下脚步，回头看，你会发现白发明显，脸皮皱了的爸妈，失望的泪水正往肚里吞。
他曾经是癌症病患但却能坚强地面对。
《躲进世界的角落〉是他最新的书。
在高压力的现在，我们都希望能有个角落让我们躲藏。
就让我们在《躲进世界的角落》沉思吧！
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来到世界的角落请保持安静
切断所有联络的管道
忘记时间
然后开始去了解这既陌生又熟悉的世界
就像在图书馆里一样
不可以随意打扰别人
也别好奇别人都在做些什么事读些什么书
你只要轻轻松松快快地做回你自己就行了
千万不要大声喧哗也不要大惊小怪
就算发生紧急状况只要偷偷打个暗号
在世界的角落里
任何无法挽回的事物全都可以重新来过
逝去的时光可以慢慢倒流
我才不会告诉你们我是如何躲进这个世界的角落
但是我可以悄悄告诉你们别人是用什么方法进来的
有些人是一做梦就可以踏入另一个天地
有些人是一看书就可以找到秘密的通道
有些人是一陪小孩玩游戏就不知不觉掉进了这个世界
也有些人一踏入电影院就顺利躲进这神奇的所在
我不记得从什么时候开始我喜欢躲进世界的角落
我也不知道该怎么说只希望有一天你们会懂我的心
当我忧愁烦恼的时候当我暴躁愤怒的时候
但我心情乱糟糟的时候甚至当我快乐的不得了的时候
我都想换个角度重新看看我的世界
啊！如果有一天我站在世界的最顶端
我会比现在更幸福吗
只要坐在街角红色亭子里
你就可以重新看见你的梦
我常常觉得这个世界好奇妙
它让人快乐也让人忧伤
他大方地让人怀抱希望也残酷的要人面对失望
我有时候害怕寂寞希望一直有人陪在我身边
有时候却喜欢孤独厌烦纷扰的人群
怎样才能找到一种神奇的魔药好让我打败内心的
我躲进世界的角落像小鸟一样的快乐飞翔
我逍遥自在又吼有叫
大家都应该拥抱一个像天一样大的希望
但是飞起来就一定会掉下去吗
难道只有梦和想象才会让我们飞得越高越远吗
我才不信呢
啊！她竟然攀在那里
让人担心的其实不是她的行为
而是她的想象最危险
如果你经过他的窗口你一定会听到巴哈
但如果你经过巴哈的窗口
很抱歉你恐怕听不到巴哈
我在世界的角落
遥望远方的国度
啊！我是多么的幸运
幸运地可以单纯只为了
等待一天的日出而等待
我沿着高墙走了好久好久的路
一路上听见美人鱼在唱歌
她的和声哀怨凄凉
原来在世界的角落
也偷偷隐藏着一些伤心的故事
尽管这个世界破洞百出但真的不用担心喔
每个破洞都会找到一个补洞的人
但是如果我们轻易放弃我们该做的
世界同样也会放弃我们
追后连角落都不给我们躲藏了
我心里有一个小孩
每当她觉得与世界格格不入她就躲进角落
角落里有歌等着唱
有谜等着解
有回忆等着她凝视
有梦想如落叶一般等着她收拢拾起
在这里她轻轻呼吸
慢慢走路
音符与音符之间的空白形成了音乐
在静默之中
在留白之处
有一片美丽的新天地
我心里有一个小孩
她每次躲进角落都只是暂时的缺席
因为
她需要一点时间重新找到她在世界的位置
但愿在世界任何的角落里每个人都可以拥有满满的幸福
we still have friendship, family, career around us,
why want to say you are lonely just because you not yet find your partner?
i admit that valentine love is part of life,
our life won't be perfect without love;
but who can guarantee that after get love, your life will be perfect ever?
after you get partner, you won't be lonely anymore?
maybe you will say i am strong, tough,
or i can survive alone,i not need a perfect partner,
just like what Mr Kolot say,
i am too cool sometimes, too independent...
i just wondering
why should i give hope to the people never being in my list?
i have people that i think i never being in their list,
so what?
life still go on...
earth turning...
time running...
and we have to improving, moving, looking forward!!!
"LONELY WOULD NEVER APPEAR IN MY LIFE BECAUSE I KNEW I WAS BELONGED"
above is the topic for people who have partner
for those who don't have partner, people will ask
"when u going to find one a??"
"got people chase you or not?,got target or not?"
"fast fast go find one la"
lol,so funny...
thought finding ah miaw, ah dog meh?
BUT..
have another scene also...
for those who have target,
will try to dry their brain juices to think the way to touch the gal/guy.
at the same time,their friends selling the brain juices also.
所谓天时，地利，人和；
就是要一拍即中。
ya, valentine's day is the best timing to get your partner,
why i will say that?
cos i kena before...HAHAHA...
anyway, i have to "chu mai" my buddies first to share some story of mine.
can you believe nowaday stil got people don't know when is valentine's day
this is the evidence!!
who make us think we failure that din't educate him well.
after my discussion with wei,
we suggest him,
bang yourself...for all the people who dunno the date of valentine's day
please remember valentine's day is 14th feb yearly!!!
happy valentine's day
and i hope i am valentine cupid since few of my friends have love problem recent...
good luck for them!!!!
TODAY
i did it!!!!!!
i bought my first PINK COLOR SHIRT from Paul Frank
my wardrobe have pink color at the first time
HAHAHAHAHA
anyway, my fren say i look "bright" now,
that mean before i very "阴沉“,
say till like i am bomoh
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short note:just wanna share my 38 niece photo with my mom spec.
